I woke up at 5 in the morning today.
I was heating up for some f***ed up reason.
Yeah, okay, I watched an episode of 'a haunting' yesterday.
It was an interesting episode actually, it was about Wicca.
Some lady is practising Wicca also known some weird ass witchcraft,
and then, wait, first, it's based on a true story and soo
while she was practising, she actually made a door that opened
through the devil's world and our world. So she saw
the actual devilish shit ass f***ed up crap popping out around her room.
Holy mother of shit, like, what the shiiiit man?
Okay, the freakin' gooey faceless shit that resembled a human
being trapped inside a disposable bag began stretching out
from the freakin' wall. Okay, YEAH, that freakin' image from
the television wouldn't get out of my head.
Why else would I freakin' shiver under the freakin' blanket five
o'clock in the morning?! What the shit was that, man?
Gaaah, I never thought watching that 'a haunting' would scare
the shit of me. Like, omfg. I couldn't get out of my bed.
I spent one hour blasting j-rock music onto my ears until
I heard my uncle going to the living room and my mp3 almost dying.
SO YEAH, it was a relief. Okay. Seriously, I was sleeping alone in the
room, and praying for the past thirty minutes to God. I love you Jesus. D:
Noooooooo, yeah, I was freaked out. I couldn't get up 'till six o'clock.
I need to remind myself to never watch these stupid shows again...
It seems like I'm more of a pussy than my lil' cousins. -.-
Gaaawwwwdddd, F U ghosts, devils and those crazy shiiiiiiiit.
Get out of my effin' head. Seriously. Stupid CHUCKY.
I don't care about a f***ed up doll that wants to kill people.
Just get out of my f***ing head.
I seriously need therapy.
I'm scared of the dark, being alone in a room,
and crazy sounds that my head is probably making up.
Gaah. I'm freakin' out. -.-
Hopefully, I'd forget everything about this tonight.
I hate nightmares. Hate them soooo badly.
I never had something this bad since...
grade six, I think? When my sister and I were sleeping
in the basement 'cuz we never had our air conditioning
installed in our room yet. And that other time when I watched
Resident Evil. OH EM EF GEE, I couldn't sleep for daaaayss.
And that other time when I watched Silent Hill in grade seven,
and that other time when I saw the trailer of SAW, and that other
time when I watched the Haunting in Connecticut. Okay, wait,
the Haunting in Connecticut wasn't that bad compared to the
Resident evil one and nothing compares to this one.
I haven't freaked out like this for awhile.
I am sooo traumatized right now.
I need to bring my laptop with me tonight.