Log in

23 July 2009 @ 03:18 pm
I have a new livejournal, so yeah. :)
They are all memories now...

23 July 2009 @ 01:00 pm
Sweetest thing ever...

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who...
kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Current Location: In my own little world...
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Dreams Come True - Hey! Say! JUMP
21 July 2009 @ 04:29 pm
waka waka PATA PON!

10 July 2009 @ 11:33 pm
I am so not ready to read my past entries
about him.

10 July 2009 @ 11:09 pm
Life's been great lately, you know that?
And it's all because I'm away from all those crap.
Those certain people who makes your heart jump up and down?
And those assholes who always makes you frown.
Blah. I'm so glaaad. *sighs* It's like...
You have nothing to worry anymore.
You don't have to think about homework or projects
or those questions: What's gonna happen if I see him tomorrow?
Yep, those crappy questions that lurks in the back of your head.
I'm away from all of it. All of it. And it's all thanks to summer vacation.
Two months is enough to regain my energy and make me feel
fresh and new when I come back, won't it?
Problems washed away and everything.
But then when you come back, one of those bitches
suddenly remind you of something from your unfortunate past
and you're like "what the f*** is wrong with you?"
And that happens at one point in your life sooner or later.
A person's past is reminded one way or another, right?
Life is such a bitch. seriously.
And then suddenly, the guy you don't want to see the most
pops up in front of you. You finally forgot about this guy, and
oh shit, he's there. He is there in front of you, and then your
past comes flashing back before your eyes and bam!
You're so-called-'new' self is back to your old self.
And who's fault is that?
Yours of course.
For not forgetting about the guy,
For not erasing every memory of him from your mind.
...Yes, it's hard. It's harder to do than said, but
there's always a way. Isn't there...?
Well, all I want to say is that...
I hope I can get over you soon.
.......so stop talking to me! :(
I woke up at 5 in the morning today.
I was heating up for some f***ed up reason.
Yeah, okay, I watched an episode of 'a haunting' yesterday.
It was an interesting episode actually, it was about Wicca.
Some lady is practising Wicca also known some weird ass witchcraft,
and then, wait, first, it's based on a true story and soo
while she was practising, she actually made a door that opened
through the devil's world and our world. So she saw
the actual devilish shit ass f***ed up crap popping out around her room.
Holy mother of shit, like, what the shiiiit man?
Okay, the freakin' gooey faceless shit that resembled a human
being trapped inside a disposable bag began stretching out
from the freakin' wall. Okay, YEAH, that freakin' image from
the television wouldn't get out of my head.
Why else would I freakin' shiver under the freakin' blanket five
o'clock in the morning?!
What the shit was that, man?
Gaaah, I never thought watching that 'a haunting' would scare
the shit of me. Like, omfg. I couldn't get out of my bed.
I spent one hour blasting j-rock music onto my ears until
I heard my uncle going to the living room and my mp3 almost dying.
SO YEAH, it was a relief. Okay. Seriously, I was sleeping alone in the
room, and praying for the past thirty minutes to God. I love you Jesus. D:
Noooooooo, yeah, I was freaked out. I couldn't get up 'till six o'clock.
I need to remind myself to never watch these stupid shows again...
It seems like I'm more of a pussy than my lil' cousins. -.-
Gaaawwwwdddd, F U ghosts, devils and those crazy shiiiiiiiit. 
Get out of my effin' head. Seriously. Stupid CHUCKY.
I don't care about a f***ed up doll that wants to kill people.
Just get out of my f***ing head.

I seriously need therapy.
'Cuz apparently...
I'm scared of the dark, being alone in a room,
and crazy sounds that my head is probably making up.

Gaah. I'm freakin' out. -.-
Hopefully, I'd forget everything about this tonight.
I hate nightmares. Hate them soooo badly.
I never had something this bad since...
grade six, I think? When my sister and I were sleeping
in the basement 'cuz we never had our air conditioning
installed in our room yet. And that other time when I watched
Resident Evil. OH EM EF GEE, I couldn't sleep for daaaayss.
And that other time when I watched Silent Hill in grade seven,
and that other time when I saw the trailer of SAW, and that other
time when I watched the Haunting in Connecticut. Okay, wait,
the Haunting in Connecticut wasn't that bad compared to the
Resident evil one and nothing compares to this one.
I haven't freaked out like this for awhile.
I am sooo traumatized right now.
I need to bring my laptop with me tonight.
01 July 2009 @ 12:04 am
Ok. So I want to become a jrocker. :)
21 June 2009 @ 11:12 pm
Omfg, Me & Tess went to Wonderland today!
Haha, I could still feel that 'feeling' when you're in a rollercoaster.
Gosh, the craziest rides we went on were probably...
Vortex (first ride we went on), Minebuster, Stunt (something but
used to be called the 'Italian Job', Spinover (teacups) and
yeah, those were the craziest ones we went on.
Omg, I remember Tess was soo pissed at me at
the Spinover 'cuz I was squishing her. Lmfaaooo. :)
Oh and omg, whenever we went on the rollercoasters
we kept screaming random shiiits.
Lool: "F*** thiiiiss!", "YOU motherf*****!!", "OHHH SHIIIT."
and all those shit. Bwahahahha, I am sooo 'looopiiie' right now. xD
But at the end, we liked it and we wanted to go again. lol
And no, I will never go to Behemoth.
Over my freakin' dead body. xD
19 June 2009 @ 01:11 am
If I would be any of the seven deadly sins...
I would be envy.

Jealous of any girl who is closer to you than me.

16 June 2009 @ 03:16 pm
Guess who I accidentally met today?
lol...it was funny.
I was waiting for Eliza to cross the street 'cuz
she's coming over to my house,
and he was there, but like, I never knew it was him.
(He did look familiar though)
And then, we walked our separate ways...
then all of the sudden, he looks back...
and he ran to me..
and bam! It was him.
lol, it was Jaroge. :]